Thursday, August 10, 2006
alone
+Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears...
+ nahihirapan na talaga ako. i don't know how i'm gonna get through all of these. nararamdaman kong sumusuko na rin ang aking katawan. though i believe that the mind is so powerful, the body's now complaining...
+ shift x-squared: i'm bruised. the pain is all over me. i don't know why? i feel so alone. pakiramdam ko ako lang mag-isa sa mundo. wala man lang akong malapitan dahil "hindi pwede" o "nakakahiya." bakit, sino bang gumagawa ng rules?
+ first kiss, aug. 8, 2006: in my dream, he would simply kiss away my pain.
+ virtual best friend: buti may internet. at least, pag gantong wala na kong mapuntahan at lost na lost at pagod na pagod na sa mundo ng realidad, dito na lang ako magbubuhos ng lahat ng sentimiyento ko sa buhay.
+ electromagnetism with the greatest intensity: matagal ko nang pinipigilan ang sarili kong banggitin ang kahit anong napapatungkol sa boy-girl relationship. i've been keeping myself busy to the point of exhaustion just to forget "love." but it's always in the air. oftentimes, people would ask me about it and i'd always lie and tell them i just don't feel like having someone at the moment. and when they use the term "boyfriend," i tell them i don't need boys, i need a man, just to move away from the topic. but deep inside, i've been thinking of how my life's gonna be if i have one.
+ repulsion: this is not to say na wala talagang pwede. my point is, marami naman diyang iba. but it's ironic nga...pag may nag-ask na ayaw ko naman, i'd tell them i don't have time and they would understand when they get to see my schedule.
+ Falling In Love from Letters To My Son by Kent Nerburn:
"It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails...
...Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open, it will come again."
+ psychosocial development theory of erik erikson: hypocrite ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko nararamdaman ang need for love and intimacy.
+ i gotta go... nagugutom na ako... and one of the saddest things in life: kumain ng mag-isa! :(
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears...
+ nahihirapan na talaga ako. i don't know how i'm gonna get through all of these. nararamdaman kong sumusuko na rin ang aking katawan. though i believe that the mind is so powerful, the body's now complaining...
+ shift x-squared: i'm bruised. the pain is all over me. i don't know why? i feel so alone. pakiramdam ko ako lang mag-isa sa mundo. wala man lang akong malapitan dahil "hindi pwede" o "nakakahiya." bakit, sino bang gumagawa ng rules?
+ first kiss, aug. 8, 2006: in my dream, he would simply kiss away my pain.
+ virtual best friend: buti may internet. at least, pag gantong wala na kong mapuntahan at lost na lost at pagod na pagod na sa mundo ng realidad, dito na lang ako magbubuhos ng lahat ng sentimiyento ko sa buhay.
+ electromagnetism with the greatest intensity: matagal ko nang pinipigilan ang sarili kong banggitin ang kahit anong napapatungkol sa boy-girl relationship. i've been keeping myself busy to the point of exhaustion just to forget "love." but it's always in the air. oftentimes, people would ask me about it and i'd always lie and tell them i just don't feel like having someone at the moment. and when they use the term "boyfriend," i tell them i don't need boys, i need a man, just to move away from the topic. but deep inside, i've been thinking of how my life's gonna be if i have one.
+ repulsion: this is not to say na wala talagang pwede. my point is, marami naman diyang iba. but it's ironic nga...pag may nag-ask na ayaw ko naman, i'd tell them i don't have time and they would understand when they get to see my schedule.
+ Falling In Love from Letters To My Son by Kent Nerburn:
"It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails...
...Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open, it will come again."
+ psychosocial development theory of erik erikson: hypocrite ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko nararamdaman ang need for love and intimacy.
+ i gotta go... nagugutom na ako... and one of the saddest things in life: kumain ng mag-isa! :(
# posted by Lyn : 7:24 PM
